we had been working on a paper together, he called me at the faculty lounge to go over the notes he wanted typed, he told me to be there at 9 am , i said id be there , on time.... as usual, got late only 10 mins this time.... i walked into the lounge, he was seated there going over the newspaper, i said my salams, then said , "sorry dair hogayee...."by the way wore a new outfit then looked very nice,ahem..ahem....kher then he smiled and asked me to sit down , then gave me a long lecture on coming late...and tht the english language makes us take the responsibility for our actions....he said repeat wht you just said in urdu in english..i did i said ..."sorry im late"..he laughed saying..dekha YOU are late, dair howee nahin...lol...weird stuff,,,i was a bit nervous with all this conversation...i was seated on the sofa right opposite to where he was seated, fidgeting with my ring...lol....i saw him look at my fingers at work.... and smiled... he then said acha choro.... kam karletay hay .....he asked me to sit next to him which i did thora door un say obviously.... we then started working on the paper, i was reading wht he had written on t he paper in front of us, he then asked me something and looked towards me , i was still trying to read a line form the paper, he went still...just looking at me, which i could very easily make out from the corner of my eyes.... he had his eyes set on me, it just lasted for a few seconds and he quickly turned away and started fidgeting wiht the papers in his hands.,....it was so sudden as if he had just realized something..after that he avoided eye contact through out the conversation....
pata nahin kiya ho raha hay ....dunt know....
but the way he looked at me was so innocent,so masoom, humble....kindness....pata nahin aur kiya kiya lekin baar baar yad ata hay ... flashes appear .....on and off....
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