sorry ...but I love you !

Its all over .. she can’t believe it ..she is numb.. she cant feel anything ….she cant breathe ..she cant think .. why didn’t he turn around ,, she was still there waiting for him… why didn’t God answer her prayers.. why …. Her whole world has come down in front of her….. how does she live without him now .. he ‘s moved on .. he’s happy Masha Allah … she should be happy for him too …. Isn’t that what love is ….she is happy .. but she is sad too … he is not hers anymore…. he belongs to someone else .. but he was hers ….how could he be someone else’s …she is helpless .. doesn’t know what to do, where to go…. He is trying to make her understand .. he is telling her to move on .. but she can’t.. she can’t .. she loves him and only him …..her eyes have no place for anyone else but him, her heart has no place for anyone but him…. she doesn’t know how to love anyone but him…. he doesn’t have to love her … but she will still love him ,.. till the day she dies …. He doesn’t realize how much she loves him .. she has loved him every moment from the time they met …she’s cried for him so many times, praying to God to give him back to her,…she will never be able to walk the paths , that were witness to their love again …its not his fault .. its her fault … its destiny … she wants to rewrite her destiny.. she wants him ..forever … !
Who will she run to .. when she needs him .. she cant be friends ..how can she be friends with him ,..its not friendship ..its love …she loves him …. Every day when she sees him .. she’ll just be more sad .. thinking.. he could’ve been hers .. ..not everyone gets everything in life ….but she’s not everyone … all she wanted was him .. nothing but him ….
First she used to pray to have him for herself …. But now she’ll still pray ..but from now …it’ll be for his happiness … for all his dreams to come true ..so what if her dreams didn’t reach reality … she hopes his do … …So what if she is sad … he is happy … so what if she’ll never love again … he has ….its okay .. she is fine .. she’ll make it …. But don’t …please don’t tell her to stop loving him …its all she has left now .. her most prized pocession …
Why cant she stop crying …where are all these tears coming from.. why does it hurt so much .. when will it not hurt anymore ……when……
She asks God for only one thing …. To give him to her in heaven , he’ll be hers there .. no one but her..she’ll just spent her whole life waiting for the moment they’ll be together … again !
No matter what he does.. no matter who he is with … no matter where he is …. She promises ….She’ll be still there waiting for him where he left her ..she’ll be there for him when he needs her …she is so sorry but…..
SHE WILL LOVE HIM ……FOREVER

How do live without you ….!