He’s changed ..he’s laughing at her pain it doesn’t matter anymore to him .. he doesn’t care ..how can he not care…..its not him ..he killed the man who she loved all her life..,,,he killed him .. she wants to die too … how does she survive without him…..where is he…she misses him …. Her cries are louder then ever .. the sky is crying with her …. her lover is dead .. buried in some unknown land .. she didn’t even see him for the last time.. he must have cried out for her .. she wanted to die in his arms..but this man killed him … she hates this new impersonator .. she hates him!! she wants to be with her lover .. she prayed to God .. to give him to her in heaven … he must be waiting for her … she must go to him .. he needs her…she wants to die.. but Her God wont accept her in to heaven if she kills herself …. She pleads and asks others to kill her …please … she wants to be with him ..she is so weak .. so weak .. she needs him .. oh God please give him back to her ..she will never be his bride now .. she will never be the mother of his children now .. she will never grow old with him anymore ... all because of this impersonator ... he took away all her dreams .. left her all alone without the man who promised to be with her till eternity .....
She misses him ….she loves him .. so much ! .
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People change with time. And 'caz u were close to Him. & u believe he has changed he would have......
But then they say "time is a good healer....." It will heal u but it's gonna take time. Plz do give time a little place..... And completely Assure urself tht whats gone can not come back...& what ever magic was there is just gone.......my dear i know this a bitter truth but i have to say it & u have to believe it. You have expressed urself very well. Take care 'caz ur precious to ur family & ur friends these r the people who relly care &who will never ever desert u Inshallah.
anonymous:- i know who you are .. your an angel from above ... ur my sis .. thanks for the advice .. you ..like always are correct ..then again it's just a story .. mayb just a story !
u take care of yourself and kami !
love ya sis !
well expressed. its like being inside the protagonist's head. Thoughts rushing into each other. All fast and slow at the same time.
I don't give advice, so you ain't getting a lecture on how to 'get over it.
States of mind are temporary, and you will know this soon enough.
But just so you know, the curse of being able to write is that stories often come true. And when that happens, how you end up feeling is much different than how you thought you would when you wrote about.
aww. that was a great post.
people change all the time sweety.. just one of the realities of life =|
beknighted:-i know state of minds are temporary...lasts a few days ...but the pain never really takes a backseat..does it .. it just keeps coming back in one way or the other...and saying 'get over it' is easy .. going through it is difficult .. wht say !? she loved him ...it wasnt just anything ..love the most powerful emotion in the world ..you cant just take it off ...like an old tshirt and go off to get a new one ...then again i dont even know how one really "gets over it"..do u just wake up one morning .. and go likE ..so wht if that didnt work .. doesnt matter .. NEXT!! ..
shaima:-hiya ...glad you liked it...i know people do ..but why cant we change with them..why is one left behind ..while the other moves on...
damned if i know. All i can say for sure is that it gets easier to remember. That the memories find thier place amidst everything else that you are composed of and becomes a part of who and what you are.
I hate the word get over it, its not a fucking fence after all. But people like to use that because it makes them feel superior, smart, whatever.
I guess one day you just have to collect what you have left and condemn it to ashes. Then everytime you look back you just see rising smoke, not something tangible. Something to be remembered not something to be looking forward to.
But there are people in the world who have no trouble with this. They either convince themselves that they weren't really in love, or that the real one hasn't happened yet. Either way, i both pity and envy them.
As for people changing... no one gets left behind when someone else changes... they just choose something else and its up to you to either feel betrayed or delivered.
Is it really so bad to be free of someone who was fickle?
I don't think so.
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