His Angel...

he called her that ..his angel…. …he was her knight in shining armour..her guardian …he was her confidante .. . he was her inspiration...he was always one of her best friends…she knew if she needed anyone he’d be there.. …she knew if she’d ever need a companion to accompany her to her destination..he’d be the one holding her hand..walking every step with her...she knew if any harm ever came in her way ..he’d come infront of her.and protect her…
what happened then …where did all that bitterness come from …
what had happened to him that day..
why did he assume she deceived him.. why did he assume she plotted against him … why did he assume she used him ..he kept saying all the nasty things.. she never knew there was so much hatred hidden behind his kind face ,, how coudve she not seen it all building up ..he had masked it so well..the mask dug deep into his soul … she had never insulted her relationship with him in anyway possible so why did it appear to himtaht she had..…how could she ever do that to him.,…she kept giving justifications ..although there was no need for any..but she still remained determined to make him understand …
but its was of no use..he remained ignorant ..he kept grasping his misunderstandings tightly …was not ready to let go.of them not even for her…
she stood there helpless…pearls..emerging from her eyes and making their way down her pretty face..he still remained insensitive ….she looked down contemplating what had really happened… she spread her wings..in agony …and then he took out a sharp dagger and introduced it into her chest ..she felt the pain as it penetrated her skin,..her flesh her heart. and then…. her soul …...she glanced at the dagger and then looked up at his face with her eyes wide open …he was looking at her eyes…his eyes were speaking a language… she didn’t comprehend….
she felt so weak in her legs and dropped to her knees ...in front of him ..he stood there lifeless…and then she collapsed on to the floor….
she saw flashes in front of her….her childhood..her mother ‘s cookies…her father’s warm hugs …the ,love of her life..who she might never be able to see again…her friend…. who called her angel…this wasn’t just a flashback ..he was there standing in front of her
why did he stab her in the heart when she spread her wings..t…how could he see his angel drenched in blood..she never could see it coming she would’ve protected herself with her wings..but he stabbed her when it was least expected…
he said he loved her…was this love …he was always her friend …but she still had made him understand she told him she wanted him to be by her side forver.. and he agreed….he said yes.. and then allof a sudden .. this ….she didn’t know he’d ever do that ..how could this man do this to her.. she was his angel.. how canu kill the person you love… he stood there looking at her.. as she oozed in the pain… he didn’t do anything .. he standing over her..she couldn’t see his face. now ... she couldn’t make out if he was enjoying this moment or was feeling the pain she felt……she wanted to ask him.. she wanted to cry out for help and ask for his hand to support her,… she wanted him to help her. but she knew the attempt would be futile.... she moaned softly …didn’t utter a single word… she knew he would never help her..he then turned around and started walking away form her..as she lay there …drenched in blood….
She stared u;p at him from the pool of blood..and as he began walking away from her,… t she knew something must have affected his sanity .. his sense of judgemnet..again…the way it had a few times earlier …before it had never really bothered her..she always kept such petty inadequencies from affecting her precious friendship…
…but it wasnt the same now …he had hit her where it hurts the most this time ..she wanted to forgive him again . but she couldn’t this time ..it was difficult this time.
. all this time he kept walking away ..not once turning back …. until he faded way in the horizon as… as she lay there.. struggling fro a few more moments on this earth ..praying to her God…to ease her pain … and the thoughts raced to her mind … she was concerned about him.. even as she lay on her death bed …..he had done it again …..he needed to know before its too later …he let his ego stand in between himself and her ..his angel…why didn’t heunderstand that he’d be alone if he kept taking this ego trip….for once if he could just understand if he could desert his ego ..he would know the amagnitude of happiness it brings ….it would give a new meaning to his life altogether…

"and if a friend does evil , you say to him ..i forgive you for what you did to me , but how can i forgive you for what you did to yourself"